Answer:
Get help, Talk to whoever you can trust. Don't ever Just give up. I've been through the same thing. Don't give up, it'll get at least a little bit better even if it has to get worse first. Push through it, you can do this, you are better than what everything/everyone says you are, do what you can to get help. Talk to your doctor, or a therapist, or a councilor at school, talk to someone. Talk to whoever you live with unless it's an unsafe environment. Don't be silent about how you are feeling, tell someone. You are amazing, and you will get up one day and understand that. It may take a while to feel better but you will. I promise, and if you can't hold on by yourself find someone that will hold on to you. I don't know you but I can already tell that you are hurting, but this type of hurting isn't, "oh I'll put a bandaid on it and I'll feel better. " No it's going to hurt but you need to push through it and I will always be there for everyone, evil or A saint. Don't ever think nobody cares, I care. It does get tiring but you can't sleep through it all. I know that it's hard to dream about something that you in your mind it doesn't seem realistic, but Look at me now, I was in the same place as you but now I know how to help others and It makes me feel better. You will feel better at some point in time, I promise.
Hold on a while longer...
explanation:
I will ALWAYS be there for you and anyone else who needs me.
Romans 15:13 Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
If you would like, I can pray for you. I hope you feel happier soon. I won't tell you how to run your life, because I don't know you, or who you are, or why you're hurting, but I know that there is always light in the darkness, you just need to find it.
Whatever's happening, it will get better if you make it better. You have to believe in yourself. I know this sounds really cliche, but yoga really does help. I did some this morning and now I am ready for the day.
Ephesians 5:29
For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church
